My First Post - but I Don't Think I Belong.
Parekkliphiliac ( Parekkilian -
Abberant / Philia -
Strong Desire ) is, in the context of human sexual psychology, defined as a behavioral disorder typically characterized by a primary or exclusive sexual interest in partners, relationships, or settings that are completely inhuman or unnatural. This is tpyically considered to be a more intense, if not inherently more dangerous or wrong, than the various paraphilias.
Hyperparekkliphilia, on the other hand, is a stage higher than this, as the person loses any and all sexual interest in things that are normal -- whatever sexual orientation they had before, nothing as normal as a human no matter they shape, size, or age, could ever exciteor arouse them. Instead, onl they only feel sexual excitement in things that are considered depraved and disgfusting by the normal person. This leads, inevitably, towards the person becoming more and more perverted.
Yeesh, I hope I'm not sounding too serious or outright weird, but I am trying to explain that I have embraced this as my spirtual lifestyle, and what is merely probably ( No offense intended! Really!
) a hobby to the rest of you is somewhat the equivalent of religious meditation to me! I have been asking for a place where I can regularly roleplay women being raped and sexually dominated by inhuman entities for some time, but have found nothing satisfactory. Here, the mod's adherence to the forum "setting" that I simply cannot fit my roleplaying nature into. And further, looking at the "monsters" people play is downright dissappointing.
Anyway, just in case, let me explain what I would like:
I have no perset character. I am more than capable of creating a\n extremely detailed woman on the spot for each roleplaying scene that is discussed with me. I would prefer to mold her physical appearance tomy partner's exact desires and kinks. I should point out that despite my inherent xenophiliac tendencies, I would rather play a strong, authoritative woman -- hopefully truly self-strong, not some inner closet submissive. As is more often preferred, they will end up being forced into horrifying and shameful pleasure. It is much more satisfying to me if that extra time is taken to truly break my characters mind. Chaarcters I have played in the past incluse honourable and chaste paladins, vicious and bloodthirsty space amazons, highly virtuous but often somewhat innocent superheroines, a surviving biker chick in a post-apocalyptic wasteland. NOTE: I am quite willing to play more than one character at a time.
I would honestly prefer that the monsters would not only be inhuman, but nonhumanoid. The more freakishly inhuman the better, as I have made abundantly clear. And I would, for the most part, pefer the girl(s) to be made the unwilling breeding partners of mindless or near mindless things.mIf not that, then perhaps an alien with a mind so inhuman, iut never bothers to attempt to communicate with a being it considers as inferior as we do dust mites.
About misc; my name is Sarah Hebblethwaite, I am in my mid-twenties, and I really, really want to play. Does anyone know if there is any way on this forum for me to get my style of RP? You would find me grateful, if somewhat ignorant how I can pay you back.
On the other hand, if you think it is impossible, please be honest so I can continue my spirtual quest for depraved pervlightenment. Thank you.