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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Ama sighs though she glances down the corridor but shakes her head as she turns around. “I was not leaving … I can't leave ...” she admits, even in her state realizing just what leaving would mean. Probably capture and rape, sold into slavery with a need to come back to her and a need and want that could not be satisfied otherwise. An even worse situation to be in. Sure she was frustrated. Sure she wasn't thinking straight but she at least had some notion of what leaving would entail. So she heads back to the bathroom, compulsed in doing just that, her other desires weren't killed after all, she still had them but they were less important now.
“Because you obviously don't.” Ama sighs. “You are in control here. You are the Master despite any pretenses to the contrary … you show your own superiority over this issue all the time, keeping yourself apart from me, distant from me even knowing that I get hit with this yearning and yet there are times that you still deny your own needs despite evidence to the contrary that would suggest otherwise.”
Annoyed with the sound of the running water she turns off the shower then glances back. “You realize how I feel ...”
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
She allows ama to walk past her back into the bathroom.. as she does she shuts the door behind her closeing it again. She turns and looks at the retreating form of the vulpine within the room.. she had to admit to herself that the vulpine did have a nice shape with all that fur sleek against her curves. She shakes her head slightly at herself as she looks up at ama again.
"And if i did consider myself in charge.. why wouldnt i simply just make you believe anything i say.. even before today.. we both found out it wouldnt take much if i started throwing around words like its my will or something" she nods a bit at the vulpine.
She shakes her head slightly.. half growing acutally showing some anger at the vulpines words.. "and... you simply want me to cave into my feelings.. knowing full well.. that if i subcome and became a little sexual pet like that creature wanted me to be.. it would be doing just what it wanted from me in the outset." she rounds on ama again and motions to her form... "He did this to me.. whatever this is.. i didnt use to look like this.. he turned me into some little flawless nymth... increased my sencetivty that it doesnt take much as you put it.. get aroused. You cant tell me that he wouldnt want to see me saving to become a little sexual pet.." she growls again shaking her head as she turns away again.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
“Perhaps you realize that I might get accustomed to such commands where they no longer effect me. Now there's really no danger of that. We Vulpine had no defense against psionics and there is no way we would get an immunity or resistance. The other attack is psionic too but might be limited, I don't know how any of it is suppose to work.” She shakes her head as if it didn't matter one way or the other.
“Perhaps you want my compliance but can easily get it if I'm disagreeable” Thus far there had been no real reason to except such passionate and different view points Perhaps if she were a Neko they would have already butted heads at servitude versus freedom but neither had been strongly opposed to what the other though outwardly at least.
“YES. I AM NOT HIM!” She bursts out, folding her hands over her chest Her voice drops.
“Why not bind you to him if that was what he wanted? Wouldn't that make more sense for you to pine over him or you to me to reduce you further in accepting whatever roll was thrust upon you … just forget it.”
She shakes her head a little. It did no good, she had no power and knew that in the morning she was just going to be a needy wanton all over again regardless of what happened her Early morning she got need Mid afternoon she desired to please Amanda. She was working it out for herself, doing her best to fight these urges though in the end she realized just how futile it was.
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Sun Apr 07, 2013 3:22 pm |
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Huffs a bit as she crosses her own arms across her breasts as she turns back toward ama again.
"Yea.. if i wanted a simple agreeing "pet" as it were even more so now i would have the ability it seems to make you so.. I dont want to do that cause it would be make no better them him." she erfs a bit giving another shake of her head.
"As to why he didnt bind me to eather of you in the same way he did... First of all.. he claims i bound you to me... not that i believe that for a moment considering how i feel... and for me being bound to eather of you... my view is he doesnt want my alchemy ability hampered.. if i start pineing or needing after another i would loose focus even more so if i was other wise distracted with.. sex thoughts."
She gives a bit of a sigh and turns away from her again. "Me subcoming to any feelings of need i might acutally desire is just what he wants from me. So trying to ingore what i acutally feel for you....err never mind" she grunts herself as she reaches for a towel and starts wipeing herself off... appearntly the shower ruined.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Her theory made more sense than any that she had come up with. As she suspects she has a bit more information though. “He does seem to want that plant synthesized but even with our connection wouldn't that still be a nuisance? You would still have the clear mind I suppose but for the same length of time you might as well be out of it ...”
Ama thinks on the aims of the creature though. What did she know about it? She had seen him at work on occasion but as far as Masters went she had worse. She also had better, such as her Mistress before she was stolen away to this ship.
“I'm sorry … it gets more frustrating than you will ever know.” She shook her head a little knowing all to well what tomorrow would bring. A start to a new cycle. Another thing not to look forward to.
“Let's grab something to eat.”
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Sighs a bit as she contunes to wipe herself down with the towel.. finally finished.. she tosses it aside as she glances at the still dripping and nude vulpine for a moment.
"He wants my mind free.. yet still to experence what a slave should be used to." she says after a moment.. she really ment that sleeping with everyone at a drop of a hat. She erfs a bit to herself as she reaches down and starts slipping back into her silks.
She shakes her head slightly at ama.. "More frustating then i would ever know? I went to school.. only to end up in a monsters hunting ground... then i was sold into slaverly.. appearntly in space some tentacled sadistic drug useing monster.. that had nothing better then to play these little mind games with me and my body."
What she wouldnt give at times to simply be back at her home sitting beside the pool reading her assorted alchemy and chemist books.
"Dont you think you should acutally dry yourself up first.. or you plan on walking threw the ship as a dripping sex object begging to be used?" she says slightly as she finally finishes getting back into her silks.. She does sigh a bit.. she wished she would have had proper time to take a shower.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Ama had been use to being played with but she had known nothing about experiences at an alien hunting ground. She knew of the place that was being referenced though she did not know all the details that Earth made they had managed to stay off the menu so to speak provided different nations got to send some of their reps there and that the NICE labs there continued to churn out product …
“You were at Shokushu? I piety you.” She had heard of the world though she never was there herself. It was a bit of common knowledge in these parts. She pushed herself away from the wall, nodded then grabbed a towel to clean herself up drying off before leaving the bathroom. She tosses the robe back on as they go.
Wnen they get to the cell Raven is there, her head bowed and hands laced together in front of her. She doesn't even look up.
“I left the trays in the cell. You can either leave them in the galley or I'll be by to collect the trays ...” and she had been prepared to depart by the looks of it, stepping aside and giving the two better access to the cargo bay.
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
She waits for ama to get herself wiped down before she heads out of the bathroom with her and goes back toward the cell.. she blinks a bit as raven is standing there her eyes downcast.
She pauses just outside the cell as she regaurds her for a moment.
"Is something the matter raven?" she asks in question as she contunes to look at her.
She chooses not to push her at the moment playing it safe.. after the wall she had encounted at the last encounter she wanted to make sure of something before she had tryed anything further. She does try to extend her awareness.. she knew the chainlink fence was there.. at the moment she was just trying to feel it mentally or to feel that last stone wall she had encounted.. just to see what was there this time.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
“It is nothing to be concerned about.” She responds. “Nothing wrong whatsoever.”
Raven answers though playing it safe Amanda does not go for the immediate push. Exploring her mind as she uses her new found mental gifts she pokes at those defenses as she tests their responses first. In many ways it's like mentally jabbing someone.
Chain link fence … not the wall she encountered earlier so it probably didn't deal with her Master, or so went a working theory of hers. Should she probe further? Attack on a mental level? Was this nothing though?
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
She hmmings softly as she contunes to look at raven.. she glances at ama before looking back at the neko again.
"Ama.. would it surprise you to learn that Raven has been feeling left out. I do believe she had wished to recieve... or perhaps give a little pleasure herself.. after hearing... all those noise.. you and i have made the past couple of days" she says after a moment or two.. though she does end up blushing a bit at her words but she contunes to study raven.
She still doesnt push.. but she does try to get a.. ampthic feel on.. how raven happens to acutally be feeling at the moment.. something appearntly is wrong.. though she does figure its the being felt left out.. She knew the girl had been having those feelings from even before she had pushed her the first time.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
“Oh … I did not know that,” Ama states as she gazes at the Neko. She did not have knowledge of such a time, in fact only Raven had full knowledge of that time.
Amanda sees a blush sweeping over Raven's cheeks, embarrassment or was she getting close to the issue? Something about being left out … and what she had told the Neko earlier offering her an invite then the only thing related to the situation she could think of was the fact that perhaps Raven heard them in the bathroom pre-fight of course and thus felt left out again. Perhaps that was the matter?
“It's not as if I have any control of that state of being though … well limited control, I'm having some success in limiting the frequency that happens though when it does hit it's rather strong … the effects might be weaker if I were willing to submit to these things more often. I could experiment with that some ...”
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Mon Apr 08, 2013 1:36 pm |
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
She nods a bit at the pair for them after a moment.
"yes she is feeling left out.. which im guessing is a bit of a odd feeling from a neko if my understanding has been correct.. cause normaly they follow every order and are simply happy to please.. yet raven here seems to be haveing a.. being left out streak" She explaines.
She looks back at ama for a second. "My guess is she would really like to know what she has been missing."
She looks at raven... "i suppose you would?" she gives the girl a soft smile a bit.
A moment later she pushes between those links at raven... getting her a sudden surge of arousel towards ama... Wouldnt be feel amazing to rub herself up against her... to hold her.. amanda and ama have been so lucky to be able to be so close to one another.. it would feel nice to be held and touched by eather one of them.
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“Well,” Ama begins, “in my case it's more like a burden then any sort of commitment. It is a need that I cannot shake as best as I try.”
Raven stands there, head still bowed, she meekly nods at Amanda's explanation of the situation. Instinctively she tries to defend against the push though it is not due to any conscious effort on her part. Sort of a mental reflex.
She looks up, her blue dance over them then settle upon Ama as she steps forward. Ama looks at the Neko, then at Amanda then back at the Neko again. Whether it's uncertainty or a guess on her part who's to say?
Her small hands fit about the hips of the Vulpine, that body of her's hidden by the robe but that does not matter as she rubs against Ama, not really believing what she was doing but at the same time unable to resist such a wonderful feeling.
But Ama does not react thus far, instead she looks over the Neko's shoulder at Amanda.
“Are you doing this?” she silently mouths.
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Amanda
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
Smiles a bit as she watches the pair of girls.. She lets her mind contune to probe around ravens.. feeling for any easer way... there was allways a a easer way.. she knew it.. one just needed to find the weakness as with everything.
She watches raven move up to ama and grasp her hips threw the robe as she moves closer to her.
"Ama.. look she just doesnt want to feel left out.. its not a nice feeling when people are left out... when all they simply want to do is be part of the group" she says softly as she nods a bit at amas mouthed words.
She did agree with that.. and she sent that push of understanding at ama.. not to change her mind.. but to let her understand.. that this was a way for her to.. pratice on someone that had a defence within there mind against mind pushing. Ama would most likly be surprised she suddenly.. knew this.. but as soon as she did.. amanda would nod at her again.
She looks back at raven again.. "Isnt that right raven... you do so enjoy being around us dont you?" she says as she pushes.. warm feelings to spread into the girls mind and body again.. pushing threw those holes in her "fence" while still looking for something a little more.. open so to speak.
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Re: Yearnings (Mine part II) (for Amanda)
It was a surprise, she meets with some resistance from Ama's mind at the push not to change her mind. Her mind had not change about the basic premise though ...
But while Raven's mind was like a chain link fence and offered some protection this was the best a Vulpine could offer and even this much was amazing. It was a wall alright, one of wind! Easily Amanda swept it aside. Ama's eyes press closed, her hands bunch up into tiny fists. She stands there without further objection though as Raven seeks the initial touch. She removes Ama's robe and engulfs a breast, fingers winding over it casually, then a lick to a nipple, then another …
“Yes ...” Raven agrees though soft fingers graze down Ama's side as Ama leans back in generating a soft growl of pleasure as her fingers sweep over the hidden button of her clit.
Raven's mind fills with warmth, her kisses are eager as she sets her lips upon the taller girl's chest working up it.
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