I looked down at my own chest and blushed slightly regretting not having worn actual water proof stickies on her chest like she had on her mound. I sighed lightly and began to slowly nudge the suit downward until it reached my waist and I stopped. I couldn't bring myself to do it couldn't take it off.

"Yeah... I do wear quite a lot of baggy clothes..."

I held my mouth open for a second before i continued I just didn't know why... but, I had to ask.

"Wou...would you mind putting away my came...camera... and Joining me..."
It seemed every other word I said tonight was sounding like it was from someone else I didn't believe my ears afterward.

I looked at her and sighed lightly nodding with a nervous confused look. she was very close to me; I wasn't sure what I had asked her to do.

"I'm... not even sure why I said that..."
I solemnly stated looking down at the water running a finger in a circle on the surface. unsure of what I wanted; unsure if this was even really me I was listening to. I rubbed my thighs together slightly in panic and scratched my neck as well before laughing lightly a false laugh to attempt to cover my confusion and my lack of knowledge, lack of ideas. I felt like a complete idiot... I must have been the dumbest girl with a 179 I.Q. to ever live and I knew it. My eyes shifted their view from her nearly transparent underwear and the edge of the pool.

I just stared as She quickly closed the gap between us our chest touched for a moment, the rubbing of the cloth against my bare breasts felt better than I expected. then she kissed me... a long deep kiss that felt unending; I felt like I should back away but, I didn't... before hand her eyes had changed... It made me even more apprehensive but, still i let her continue until she finally broke the kiss. her purr was alluring; and what she said next bothered me just a little.

Would you like to touch me Leria? You can if you want. In fact, I'd really like it if you did.

I wanted to... more than anything else; but, I didn't know how or why. Mom had told me that women could easily love either their own or men or even both and it not be strange. My mind thought back to my mother now... her words rung about in my head, the only words other than warnings that I ever got from my parents. I shyly looked at Charlotte again.
"I..."
I couldn't finish my sentence but, my hand strayed toward charlotte's left bra cup and reached inside calmly as though it were nothing lightly stroking her hardened nipple before suddenly snatching her hand back with a blush she turned.

"I... I just can't... It's not right... I barely know you... I wouldn't even let myself touch my best friend when she offered to let me..."

It wouldn't be the first time I made someone cry... Before I left I had made a girl who had taught me to defend myself, my dearest friend cry after I refused to touch her; refused to love her as she wished me to. Then once more Charlotte kissed me. letting go only to undo her bra; I had felt her hardened nubs against my skin and watched as her bra lazily floated away before sinking beep into the water. I looked at her eyes; she seemed to be fighting something back. I sighed lightly.


"She can't... I mean I can't... Not as Leria at least... My name's actually Erica Riley... Leria Vulpes... she is... What I call the half of me I only show on the internet."

It was the last thing I could manage to say before I pulled her close with one arm and copied the kiss she had given me; my other hand moved on instinct to touch her slit through the soaked through material of her panties.

"I.. thought I'd lose my focus... If... I got attached like that..."
This was wrong... I didn't know this girl from the dirt on my shoes; I begged my hand to stop to return to my side; only to have my other hand pull the girl closer and with my other hand to reach under her waistband to stroke her bottom. It was a part of my mind that had been suppressed for just a bit too long... it broke from it's bindings and I was scrambling to repair them it so I'd feel safe again. Then I felt her hands at my hips as they were made bare... I felt... something... pull the suit down my legs leaving me bare accept for the small strip of material that was stuck to my lips; my pubic hair was dyed as well... I did quite a good job at attempting to keep the illusion up.

I soon felt her finger stroke against the strip of water retardant material before easing it off slowly to rest her finger at my slit... I closed my eyes and looked at the water as my suit floward away; I clenched my legs crossing them at the knee her hand forced to stay in place... my hands refused to stop to cover my chest Is I ever so softly and sweetly let out my first pleasured moan.

It felt better than anything I had ever experienced as the water around her hand warmed as did my flesh I couldn't contain myself. I looked at her my eyes showing my sadness I looked like I was going to cry even through the pleasure. I wanted to continue but, I wanted to stop... I felt like I was being torn in half.

She was beginning to become forceful yet she remained gentle I couldn't stop her from putting my hands to her chest, I just let them sit there I just blinked staring a few times listening to her breaths my stare blank the slate only hint of acknowledgment was the reddened cheeks. I watched shivering slightly in the cold water now. Even my instinct had no idea. Then; finally Charlotte's knee found the one spot no one... not even I had touched for anything beyond hygiene.
My hands tensed up severely every muscle in my body clenched... my hands tightly squeezed the swells on which they sat. she kissed the tears off of my face.
DO anything I want to her... what did I want to do? What could I do... what would hurt what would feel good; I knew nothing... so I just stared breathing heavily panting lightly my hips shifting slightly to grind against her leg.

"When... when did you plan this?"

I felt her hand kneed my chest... the touch was gentle it had felt good but, I didn't say that I didn't say anything. I could feel the finbers of her muscles against my nethers as my body slowly forced a grind against them. She told me to do what I'd want her to do to me... touch her where I wanted to be touched...I didn't know... I really didn't it was beyond not very experience... I skipped health class, skipped sex ed, skipped any classes on human reproduction, I'd never gotten the talk from my mom, I'd never even masturbated. I knew absolutely nothing beyond the fact that i was the definition of a sexual virgin up until this point.

I blushed heavily looking up panting lightly. my body acting of it's own accord on her leg.

"but... I.. I really don't... I've... never even... thought about being touched... never even touched myself..."

"No...never..."
I lowered my upper eyelids slightly not sure what to make of her second sentence her tongue ran around my nipple i looked away gasping slightly at the sudden surge of... of... sheer joy Was the only term that seemed to fit. her fingers down my spine only served to heighten the feeling.

'I'm going to touch you... here...'

Her finger touched me somewhere on my crotch... somewhere I didn't know where but, it cause me to reflexively arch my back and lightly moan as though it was painful though it wasn't... it was even better than her tongue against my chest. She then dove beneath the surface of the water and I was shocked at what she did.

"Gah! what... what are you...you doing?!"

I gasped and squirmed as her tongue ran down my slit it was amazing, stimulating but, I still was opposed to it or my mind was; my body wanted more; it urged me to let her continue I hummed slightly a sweet captivating note opposed to the expected squeal of a girl at their first time being touched.