¨mmm your special to me. and if you want i want to be your girlfriend. your far to pretty and nice to let go.¨

“You want to -” I pause thinking that over. It wasn't that I was opposed to the idea but it was best that Sapphire knew what she was getting into with that.

“I'm not girlfriend material though ...”

¨the past is that the past im giveing you a chance at a freash start. all you have to do is let me and accept me my dear.¨saphy kisses her hand and smiles letting her think.

“Oh, it's not that. It's just -” I consider how best to explain matters thinking for a moment.

“The biggest might be the whole faithfulness aspect of it. I just … well, just don't see sex as an exclusive thing. It's not that I go out of my way looking for it but I see no reason to hold back if exposed to it.”

¨do you want to explain?¨

I pause debating on how much to say. Of course she would want an explanation.

“I'm not sure I can really make you understand it … I just don't place much value on sex. I never had and doubt that will ever change.” My eyes go to the crack in the ceiling.

“Like shaking hands or saying hello I don't think to much of it … in fact I've only had one somewhat normal relationship.”

¨hun i understand that and that fact dosnt deminish one fact... im in love with you. and trust me i have a bad past to. i was arranged to marry a man to bring more power to my family. but he was abusive in every way so trust me i get it.¨

That was bad. I didn't wish to belittle it but didn't want to just brush it off with a nod either.

“Well, on a positive note I wouldn't make an issue out of anything sexual that I encountered. Sex without love, sex without attachment, well it's no big deal.” I respond in return glad that she had some understanding of things even if it may not have been as bad it seemed.

¨but with me it will be sex with love because i love you my kendrid spirit and as long as your heart and love are mine the sex is fine. when we do it its makeing love not sex

As long as she understood that before hand rather than going into the matter blind. I smiled just a little.

“I'm fine with that as long as you understand that.” It seemed as if things would work out fairly well as I look at her and smile. “And I think I love you too.” It was soon, I knew that I would eventually fall for her if things continued like this as Dr. Saladdin was the only real person I formed a positive bond with. Kyo did not count as far as I was concerned.

“Thank you for listening.”

¨your very welcome my dear.¨dozes off with her.(lets call the thread over ok?)