Violett shook her head, sighing softly and then laying down in Dawn's lap again.

"I know getting raped all the time by monsters doesn't make me a slut... I meant would me offering you a back rub make me a slut?"

She blushed deeply again, averting her eyes.

"There... Y-you see? That... That's what I'm becoming. I'm filthy and pushy and slutty and... And you wannt aknow the worst part?"

Staring into Dawn's eyes, she smiled, hald-mad and half-smitten, wrapping her arms around the cheerleader's waist gently.

"The worst part is... I think I like it."

I just smiled, ya these Freshmen are being used, with no fight back, unlike most of her former classmates. With the exception of Sondra and her sister of course, Sondra loved it, she even admitted to that. Sondra did fight back, but none the less loved it when it happened which is rather odd still.

"It's ok, we are only human, our bodies will give in quicker then our mind. I think everyone knows that, maybe that's the reason our class was taken out faster because we fought harder..."

Violett smacked herself in the forehead, squeezing her eyes shut.

"It's not about THEM! I HATE THEM! They're mean and slimy and terrifying... I've been having nightmares since I GOT here, damn it!"

She rose quickly to her knees in the cheerleader's lap, suddenly hysterical.

"Do you not GET that I want to go down on you in the shower, and that THAT'S the part I'm feeling guilty about, the part that makes me terrified that if I ever get home, I'll be carrying a part of this hellhole with me when I do? I couldn't stop if I wanted to, Dawn.... But the part that scares me the most is that I don't want to! I'm turning into one of THEM, Dawn!"

Jolting to her feet, she started to run. She made it as far as the bottom of the bleachers before she fell to her knees, sobbing uncontrollably.

"... Why am I such a whore?"

"My dear, everyone goes through these little phases. You need to fight your urges, we as women, all have them, it's just natural. Keep trying and you will be able to control that urge, i know i managed to get through it if i had someone to look up to."

The monsters, yes they all change us in some way or another. i know they made a difference in my life, i don't if the change was good, but i know the change was there, i can just feel it.

"everyone is innocent when they get on the island, these, things change you Violett, you just need to remember who YOU are, and try not going by there rules, or else they win. that has been the thing that kept me going."

Violett turned to face Dawn, blushing and smiling slightly as she rose to her feet again and made her way back. There were still tears in her eyes, but no new ones seem to be coming.

"... You're very wise, Dawn..."

Smiling softly, she wrapped her arms around the captain, kissing her again.

"I'm not like them at all... I don't do it for their reasons. I want to make people happy. I want what I want... I wanted it back home too, I was just scared of what people would think... Now I've got better things to be scared of, right?"

Smiling playfully, she slid into Dawn's lap, licking the beautiful cheerleader's lips softly.

"I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?"

"No i guess not, as long as you don't do it there way. I know plenty of my...former classmates that are just as sex crazed as anyone else i can remember. They were fine though...a little too much but they can control it."

I looked at the girl as she hopped on my lap, this girl reminds me soo much of Kim. Likes to have sex, and doesn't really try to hide it, but knows when it is too much. I wonder what Kim would do in my situation though...

"So uh...do you want to go back to your dorm? i can...walk you there since practice is over."

Violett shook her head, smiling sheepishly.

"I'm... kinda avoiding my roomates due to a bout of amnesia. I diappeared for a while, reappeared in clothes with "NICE Labs" written on them, whatever THAT is, and I'm worried about them wanting an explanation I don't have... Maybe I can bo back to someone else dorm room?

Violett made puppy-dog eyes at Dawn, blushing just a little.

"N.I.C.E. Labs you say? how much do you know about them...I have a history with them as well..."

I tilt my head slightly to see what this girl might remember, maybe if she remembers it will give me a hint of what i can do.

(sorry for the short post, I am very tired -.-)

(It's okay, Dawn. I hope you get a good night's sleep.)

Violett shook her head, looking away in shame.

"I don't remember anything. I have the shirt and panties with the letters on them... But I don't remember how I wound up in them. What is N.I.C.E. Labs? From the way you're saying it, I get the feeling they're not very N.I.C.E. at all."

(... And that sad attempt at a joke probably means I should sleep too. -_-; Good night, everybody.)

(lol actually ya i am having a weird day where i can't think correctly)

"Get out of here...why in hell would they give you a shirt and panties with there name on it? And Yes, N.I.C.E. Labs isn't very N.I.C.E. at all, they are actually the opposite of that. I kind of know that from personal experience..."

I nodded ya I had personal experience of this matter, I hope this girl doesn't remember almost everything like i have...

Violett chewed her lip pensively, staring off into space.

"Huh... Good question... Probably has somethin' to do with whatever they nuked my memory of, but I can't remember anything..."

Violett continued to chew her lip pensively, running a hand through the beautiful cheer captain's hair to see if she could get away with more touching.

"They want me to come back," she suddenly realized. "...And it sounds like that'd be really stupid of me. Let's go do something fun before I start getting curious, 'k?"

"Uhm i guess so, do you have anything in mind?"

So she doesn't want to talk about it then, that only means the memory is either completely gone, or she doesn't want to remember it. I wouldn't blame her, I would not want to remember anything that took place in N.I.C.E. Labs, but i really have no choice in my own matter because i can't control my flash backs.

Violett rested her head on Dawn's chest, smiling just a little.

"Up to you, really... You've been really nice to me and I want to do something to make you feel nice."

She wiggled a litttle, nuzzling in close as she smiled up at dawn, herr head nested into the beautiful cheerleader's bosom.

"Hmm I can already see where this is going, do you really want to do this? I mean if you do we would probably have to change locations..."

This girl was weird, although she is pretty nice. Again another nice and innocent girl being dragged into this place, and turned into something they don't want to be. If only there was a way to expose this place for it's wrong doings.

Violett nodded, smiling playfully.

"Of course I want to, Dawn... I was just worried about how you'd feel about me just coming out and saying it. This is the one good thing about being here. Back home... Well, it was kinda hard for me to even talk to people. I never even kissed anoyne except Jamie Eckheart before I got here..."

She smiled, blushing a little as she closed her eyes, her head still resting on Dawn's breasts.

"I don't want to move just yet, though... I'm really comfortable right now."