09/09/??
Dear Diary,
I have to keep this short, i am very tired and i have early practice tomorrow. sorry, i will feel you in as when i get the chance to.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(i have some RL problems atm, so i won't be posting as much.)

(I am sorry for not posting like I used too, i have my personal issues to deal with right now. i would most post day, but the significance of the 911 isn't the day i want to post too much.)

9/11/??
Dear Diary,
I had a quick day, oddly though i don't know why it was soo short. My senses are telling me, today was a significance, a very special day. However my head can't exactly find this reason, did something happen in the real world of today that gave me this feeling every single year? On the exact day i always had this feeling, i lost track of how long i been in Shokushu High, maybe today was the day i arrived to this place. Who knows...maybe if i think a little more i will figure it out. Kim sees that i am thinking very hard, she's trying to make me not to, which she usually does very well.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(To those who lost loved ones in the tragic 911, please take a little time for prayer. Even if your not religious, like me, do this to honor the ones who lost there lives and also to the ones who first fought back at flight United 73.)

(I am sorry for not posting like I used too, i have my personal issues to deal with right now. i would most post day, but the significance of the 911 isn't the day i want to post too much.)

9/11/??
Dear Diary,
I had a quick day, oddly though i don't know why it was soo short. My senses are telling me, today was a significance, a very special day. However my head can't exactly find this reason, did something happen in the real world of today that gave me this feeling every single year? On the exact day i always had this feeling, i lost track of how long i been in Shokushu High, maybe today was the day i arrived to this place. Who knows...maybe if i think a little more i will figure it out. Kim sees that i am thinking very hard, she's trying to make me not to, which she usually does very well.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(To those who lost loved ones in the tragic 911, please take a little time for prayer. Even if your not religious, like me, do this to honor the ones who lost there lives and also to the ones who first fought back at flight United 73.)

9/12/??
Dear Diary,
I am soo tired! Kim won't let me sleep, she just fell asleep so i can right to you thankfully. I am fine, so far anyway, there is nothing going on other then meeting a girl that reminded me of someone. She looked like Keahi, and the fact that she came here willingly was interesting while we walked on the beach. She told me she came here from a plane, which is odd because i don't hear planes, or any of that sort even close to the campus. If there WAS a plane, any one of us would have heard it, but i don't, the only thing close to getting off is a boat, and the N.I.C.E. Labs close off shore. I have to think through this with time because i want to get out of this island. Taking as many of the girls as i can with me, if this plane really is real then maybe that is the real way home. Some how i must find out the truth.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

9/14/??
Dear Diary,
I have to keep this short because my class starts tomorrow. I have a very full day tomorrow, i have 3 classes, then both Swim Team and Cheerleading practice. If i am tired i think i have to ask Kim to help me out. I will tell you what happens tomorrow!

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(Sorry I am VERY VERY tired...)

(To those of whom read this, i am glad you are as i am doing it for you. However due to the tragic of a very close friend of mine, i will need some time for the shock to wear off. So please note i have not forgotten, and i know Sleuth will want me to continue.)

9/20/??
Dear Diary,
...

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

9/23/??
Dear Diary,
I been sick recently, very sick the fact i can't move from the bed. I really don't know what has caused it but i feel better now. During my down time, i got a lot of memories coursing through my head. Since i couldn't move, i wasn't able to fight back, so i had to endure most of it. They were all sexual but they all gave me the same information, i was put through some process in the N.I.C.E. Labs. The process hasn't came to my mind yet but i will find out the reason for it. That being said, i am now trying to find a way off the campus, i been here for well over 5 years now and i don't think i can last much longer on the campus. What remained of my class, will be my first priority, when i find a way out, they will be first before me. Now, if only i can find any clues on how to get out of here...

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(To those of read my entries, i have some good news, Sleuth managed to remember my name through some photos i gave his brother. It isn't 100% but at least he remembers my name, i gave him the nick name he calls me Dawny Bunny and he remembered. I feel a better now.)

9/30/??
Dear Diary,
My promise to tell you everything will happen and i will. For the last several days i got a very harsh headache, my headache was soo much that my body gave into a fever. During the whole time, i was constantly being bombarded my images of several monsters from the past, especially the Gardener, which i have named Sleuth from the way he acted. I really have no idea why he keeps popping up in my dead but none the less i was unable to really fight back until my body finally were able to fight back. Now that I am back, I will try and keep up my daily journal entries. I have to be honest i might miss a day or two considering i actually have a real life journal to write each day. So i actually have two, just encase one is taken, the other is available. Thankfully, for the days i was disabled, Kim was there for me, taking care of me the whole time, even helping the Cheerleaders and Swim Team of practices. I will try and be back on my feet as soon as possible.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(P.S. Yes, Sleuth has been recovering his memory as the day passes every single day. He still have some blurrs, but he is a very strong will, and i know he will make it through this. Just the fact that he's soo much better makes me feel very good as well.)

10/3/??
Dear Diary,
I am still recovering so if I don't write to you as often that's the reason. Also a reminder, I still believe I am being watched by someone, or something, as my senses are often tingling, and since I have my 6th Sense now, I believe I should pay more attention to it. Kim has been giving me this worried look recently, I think she is starting to catch on that, I am keeping something from her. Not like I am, but I just can't put my figure on what the problem is. Is the N.I.C.E. Labs really STILL watching over me? If they are, Kim might be in danger as well because of how close she is to me. I have to be careful not to get her involved in something she isn't suppose to be involved in the first place. I know how much Kim loves me, I think I should find a way off of the island before something actually does happen to me. Her mental state is still very shaky, I don't think she will be able to handle the campus on her own if I disappear again.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(Good news and bad news, Bad new first. My internet has been very bad for several months now, it's gotten to a point where i can't stay online constantly. I have already thought about switching to Cable Internet, so i can stay ONLINE 24/7 without any D/Ced like before. However I am not sure if i will go through with it, so time will tell what happens. I haven't had cable internet, i don't know if i switch, if i will have to switch my router, which i haven't done for awhile either. so i don't know yet -.- it is up to my roommate. Good news, Sleuth is remembering more each day, and remembers me as well as SHS, but his memory still has blurrs. He is recovering though, and I am very thankfull i was able to help him as well as his family to recover his memory. He is able to move his left arm, he'll keep recovering, i know he will.)

10/5/??
Dear Diary,
...

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

(i am making a transition between my internet providers, so i can't do anything atm. switching from DSL to cable internet. there is too much details and i am too tired to explain it, but i will when this week is over. Hopefully my RL settles down.)

10/11/??
Dear Diary,
I apologize for my lack of an entry recently, I have been making sure my room isn't bugged by going through it. Even my computer if they some how bugged it to read what i have been typing, however it seems it has stopped, that my constant warnings my Six Sense has been giving recently stopped. Sayuri managed to help me by giving me some sort of solution to help me out. She seemed rather angry at me because i felt i was useless, or maybe it is because she thought i was putting Evy in danger. She is forgetting Evy is also Kim, and letting anything happen to the both of them will make me very sad. Kim recently has been quiet, and since i know her very well, i can tell she is just worried about me. If only i can help her to quiet that suspecisons but i haven't found anyway to make sure she won't do so. If only i can leave this campus, and take who I can with me...

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

10/12/??
Dear Diary,
I have to keep this short, Kimmy has been with me a lot this weekend, except one time where Evy showed up. She went on to talk to me, not in her usual harsh fashion but was actually nice. She actually fingered me! Kim told me after that Evy enjoyed it and said how nice...I felt. I was too embarrassed to tell her that my pussy was just as tight as usual, even with her slick and long fingers sliding in and out of me. Kim is her usual bright self, she was in her mood of fucking me, i stopped her before she did because i know i couldn't take her again. She's just so into fucking me for some reason, i guess she won't tell me unless i give myself to her.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

10/13/??
Dear Diary,
I had a chat with Evy today, mainly about Sayuri and what we have to do to make sure none of the misunderstandings takes place. She didn't say much to me other then she know she can work out something, during which I have been talking to Kim, so she knows I might not be in the room all the time like I use to because of Evy and Sayuri. I wonder if Evy or Kim can talk to each other about this problem, and there conflicting interests. Evy has told me something that caught my attention, that I am the reason why Kim is still sane. Which really makes me wonder what will happen if I disappear, if Evy will be able to keep Kim sane...I hope i don't have to find out.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

10/14/??
Dear Diary,
It was an odd day, why i say so it's because nothing happened! Not even my flash images, i wonder what is the occasion for this lull in my activity? So really i have nothing so say, i should really just enjoy this since it won't last. Kimmy is already sleeping, so i will join her right after i finish typing you. She looks so peaceful too, if only i can make this last...

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman

10/17/??
Dear Diary,
I am writing this today! (Ok not really but just for the sake of things.) I am actually writing it in between my classes which is odd thing for me to do. I want to do this because I think if i don't I might forget because of my busy schedule. Recently of course i haven't been able to write to you at all, the only time I could have done it is after Cheerleading and Swim Team practices and even then, i have stuff to do after. Mainly being with Kim, make her feel safer and stuff. I haven't gotten a flash image yet today, my headache started about several minutes ago so I think it might hit me very soon as it usually does. I want to write to you before this happens because of the images might bother me more then it I am saying. Yesterday it happened during my chat with Sayuri in the room, I tried to brush it off, and put it aside but it got more intense as it happened. I never had that before, usually it is very intense then slowly dulls before I am able to control it, I don't know why it happened. I remembering talking to Sayuri about getting off the campus before it happened. I thought i was being watched, constantly from somewhere, maybe whoever it was over hearing us, heard and SOME how triggered it. I need to figure this out, this latest intense one is very disturbing.

Sincerely,
Dawn Portman