Laughing and rolling I give as I get, the large bed bouncing as we move, slither and pounce upon one another. Finally a sprawl upon the white satin sheets, “Your mistress should tie you up and take a feather duster to you” looking into her big beautiful eyes as she sits upon the end of the bed. Light plays off her skin giving it a soft glow like an angels almost. The strong shoulders tense an ready to pounce, her chest heaving as she breathes heavily, forcing those wonderful teacup breasts of hers up an out…then back.

I could have jus laid thar watching her I think…but then watching usually led to me wanting a lil more later. “I do so love you hanaji…I do.” So warm an wonderful when she wuz next to me…”believe me when I say the lord works in mysterious ways, god is very good….after all he brought you to me when I really needed somebody like you, I really do hope you an me folks hit it off when we get to visit.”

<I'm sure I will after all they raised you my sweet and you turned out a
Beautiful and vibrant woman who...[GIGGLE]...I love and adore with all my heart and soul>
[I lay down beside Cassie and hold her]
<Don't worry your pretty little head about it>
[playfuly kiss your nose]

A pounding in me chest as me heart surges from the feelings I get with her nearby. Feelings of friendship, joy an yes desire. Tipping me head I bring me lips to the ones of me lover that hover jus o’er me face. A light kiss, testing the waters so to speak. “They will love you….they will, an after do I get to met yur parents?”

Lightly I touch her skin, tracing me fingers across her hip as it sits next to me….Mistress, friend, or lover….it seems friend may be what wuz needed now……

[I snuggle against Cassie feeling her body against mine her heart beat,
Knowing that she loves me and will be there for me giving me her love and courage so I can find out what's happening to me]
<So love whats goimg on in that pretty head of yours?>
[Kiss Cassie on the nose]

Kissing her back, lightly brushing the lips I am learning to crave. “are you avoiding me question as sum thing yah don’t want to talk ‘bout” searching her face for a deeper answer. “but lots of things…I … I love you…an want you happy, I sum times wonder If I can do it. SO many changes, an all so foreign for the way I wuz brought up…I mean how wuz it with yur first mistress, how did you know….an how can I be better for you…” I turn her over, forcefully rolling the strong body under me, seeking a position of dominance as I stretch out over her. I hold each of her wrists in me hand an stretch them out till our faces close to the point only her eyes swim before mine. “please tell me … so I can be better for you. It does scare me to know that there is this thing inside that even now growls a bit at the thought of me in charge…it warms me….an in that way scares me. So see lots going on in me head….me sex kitten” I laugh, breaking some of the sternness an the nervousness within me.

<I don't know how,I just know that you're better for me than anyone else I been with and to stay with you for the long haul,That in itself scares me
but I know one thing that I wouldn't change and that is that we're together my sweet love>
[I think]
<Dominque taught me she did things slowly and explained things so as not to scare me I think? she loved me in her own way. but she told me
one thing everyone is different and love them for it>

Warm smooth skin ripples beneath mine as muscles move with each change of position. I settle down upon me love, an wrap me arms about her as I rest me face upon her chest, the soft mounds squished by me head. Each thump of her heart enters me and brings the night closer to a close. For now this is enough I repeat to meself, working to suppress the beast till I have a chance the rest….

Closing me eyes I settle in, her chest forms me pillow, her legs encircling me an making me feel warm and safe. Me arms encircling her to show me own commitment. Is thar anything more I could want?

Yes, I think, to be more like dominque….to give hanaji what she needs in a lover….

[Feeling my Lover and hearts queen settle against me I look at her and feel as if I belong with My sweet Cassie I place my arms around her and
feel the warmth of her breath against my chest and a contentment spreading through me]
[I let sleep take me ]