Again saffron threw the words that Airi held in such reguard and at such distanse to herself as she walked closer and back to the seat beside Saffron legs corssed a light blush on her face; a tad uncomfortable in such little cloth.

"Thank you. you say it so differently from my fans."

she sounded honest really she'd heard those exact words before but never so... romantically though she couldn't come up with the word herself.

She was something else.... I opened my arms, beckoning her for a hug, "Fans love an idea - a singer on a stage, an idol who is larger than life, a perfect idea. Girlfriends love a person, for all of their faults, their mistakes, and their fears. The love a girlfriend has is so much more real, More true. There are so many things 'love' means, but for me, it means I don't want to be where I can't be with you."

"Oh."

she replied looking at saffron with another form of the smile; a kinder softer one as she shifted into the embrace.

"That's sweet."

her tone was as soft as her smile as she tried to process what Saffron had said. the girl could grasp academics easily but, for some reason this sort of thing never reached her memory.

I hugged her tightly, lovingly, and nuzzled her equally lightly. "What do you say? Will you let me love you? Be with you as long as I can and teach you what it is to love and be loved as a person, not just as some idea?"

"let you love me..."

she repeated in her own voice thinking of an actual answer she could give unsure what to do.

"I don't know what to say... I don't completely understand what you're asking me to answer. Though... I'm going to say yes because the way you say it is just so nice."

I giggled and ran my hands over her skin lightly, in a sensual way. "I suppose that's as expected... tell me this, my sweet, do you like having me around? Am I more to you than just another fan?" They were questions that would hopefully point her in the direction I was going, as would my gentle touching, which would hopefully relax her and perhaps provoke more sensual reactions.

"ummm... yes I do like having you around it's nice and your voice is really nice to hear and you don't sound like a fan your tone is too caring."

she answered the gentle sensual touch flew over her head and went unreacted to for now; naturally Airi was a difficult girl to arouse sensuality from.

I kissed her neck lightly and looked at her again, "Then maybe you can love me too.... you just need to learn what that means, first." I kissed her neck again lightly, "Would you like ot learn about physical love? That's the easiest to teach, I think...."

"Uhmm... a--al--alright..."

She hesitated as she spoke not sure if it was something she should answer without understnading but, saffron seemed nice enough.

"Maybe this is why I wrote that."

the sentence would hold no meaning to saffron but, she spoke of a recently written song the only one she'd written since arriving here.

"Written what?" I asked, curiously, as my hands roamed her skin gently. I kissed her neck lightly once more, hoping to evoke some reaction. Once she was in tune with her sexuality, she'd be more stimulated by this, I figured, but for now it was probably just a curious sensate reaction.

"A song... I just reorganized the words so it made sense in english... would you like to hear it? there's no music to it yet though."

she offered as Saffron kissed down her neck the sensation was a bit new though she was trusting saffron that she wouldn't hurt her.

"Yes, I'd love that.... sing to me, my darling Airi," I whispered in her ear, a breathy whisper to cause more curious sensations, "Sing to me, and I'll show you a whole new world.... and I'll care for you, and keep you as safe as I can. I promise you."

"...okay..."

She took a deep breath letting the bares sensation the whisper had caused fade away before she would begin to sing

"Throughout all eternity
You're the one I want to see
yet you don't even know me.

I'm called a sweet little thing But, still I'm wandering.
Wondering when you'll find me when I'll finally see you.
From sea to sea I'm the only one for you Truly all you'd ever need
A bond yet to be formed nothing brings me peace nothing even close.

Forever I'll wander wanting to see your eyes staring longingly at me
I cry at night lonely with droves of fans all adoring me
Smile to hide it laugh to mask the truth
I'm so lonely even with thousands I'm still all alone
all alone with them Caring for me watching my every move.

The constant pain I feel
my heart aches my mind breaks
Crying tears unseen unheard I can't let them see the real me.


I love them with all my heart and all my soul
yet they can't fill this deep deep hole
My mind wanes I fail again another day another week...


They ask me to lie make the hole worse Lying deceit...
So I flee knowing we'll never meet.
I'm sorry so sorry I can't explain I wish I had met you wished you were mine
Maybe another life maybe another time
We'll be together finally just you and me."

"How is it you can sing so beautifully about love hand have so little of an understanding of it?" I mused the question, mostly to myself. I kissed her neck again and my hands started to lightly caress her chest over her top. "I want to show you the world you sing about.... to open my soul to you and bring you to a happier life."

"I always thought love and caring were the same thing but... I suppose I was wrong."

she replied thinking deeply eyes shifting to the right.

"That's beautiful... I don't know if I could say no to somnething that poetic saffron."