'Oh... but, I feel so bad about it.I feel really bad about making you have to work just to make me feel good..."

The warmth was fading just a little at me being upset; I was really sensitive emotionally in all honestly and even being a little upset apparently made me completely forget everything about 'sex' and reverse that weird feeling.

"No, don't feel bad. Giving you pleasure makes me happy. That's a part of loving you, and I want nothing more than to hear you, see you, and feel you growing to love pleasure like I do, and be as pleased by sex as I am."

"Mmmm... can we kiss again?"

I asked, I wasn't feeling very good about this i was having trouble grasping what she was trying to say to me or at least my body didn't. I understood but, I just couldn't let go of the bad feelings her working for me brought.

I kissed her deeply and passionately, rubbing my thigh harder, I loved this, every moment of this. I just wished she'd get out of her head and enjoy it as much as me.

I sighed slightly into the kiss; for now it seemed the kiss was all that brought me any enjoyment. I'd pull back for just a moment looking at her a little.

"Do you think I'm insane for enjoying a kiss more than you trying so hard?"

"No," I said in a whisper, "I think it's cute, sweet...." I slowed my thigh, "But I look forward to the day when you let me please you."

"But, you did please me... i got to kiss you & you enjoyed yourself. That is pleasure enough for me."

I smiled eyes gently looking at her wondering if this would bother her much.

I shook my head lightly, "There's more to pleasure than pleasing others."

"You're making me feel bad again saffron..."

I told her; It was indeed making me feel quite bad that I couldn't do something she so wanted me to.

"Please don't," I said in a whisper, trying to be as nice as I could, as comforting as I could. "Airi, I'm here to teach you things beyond what you know. It's part of loving you."

I looked to her smiling once again eyes closing humming a sweet melody for no reason, but for it to be a melody for her ears only. I stopped and looked into Saffron's eyes.

"Thank you Saffron It's nice to be cared for as a person rather than as a fantasy."