"I knew she said no yet I didn't want to stop I wanted to touch her more because I was just so horny and she looked so pretty and ugh I just let my lust get the best of me.." she said looking down "I didn't mean to hurt Micheal honest.." tears ran down her cheeks as she whimpered "to tell you the truth I think your better suited to be Micheal's girlfriend not me.. not after what I did to her.."

Now she had admitted jus as much. That there wuz no excuse, an Michael, the woman that held me so close as if the very air would rip her form me arms an cast her into hells damnation itself. Well at least sable an I had one thing in common. It wuz an agreement that she had done wrong. How many times though were women raped by some one close…date rape…I wuz so outta me element that only god above could give me the wisdom an the strength to remain calm enough to use it.

I willed me arms an legs to relax. Willed me body to be soft so that Michael might smother herself against me like a warm soft pillow. She deserved no less…deserved far more than I might be able to provide on me own.

But Sables tears of remorse would not sway me opnion of her. more an more it seemed to be heading south. The mistress in me wuz starting to rise. Wanting to see her in ropes, crying out for forgiveness an the pleasures that only me hand or Michaels could bring, an only if an when we wished it.

“You didn’t mean to rape her…you jus couldn’t help yur self even as she said no?....Lust got the best of you?” I could feel me pulse quicken the thumping of me heart in me chest grow louder. I ahd to find that rock before the currents swept me away. An that rock held me, forced me to think of her an not jus me self. Calm…calm…calm…I repeated the mantra while I glared at sables tears not feeling a bit of compassion for her…not after this…none at all.

“Girl…I will remain calm for Michaels case. I fight the growing anger in me self. Would it be right of me to strangle you here an now?” I could feel Michael’s grip tighten. Me hands reassuring as I pat her back an hold her neck…a quick kiss to her brow before I once more look sable in the eyes.

“I won’t, I made that promise Sable, not only to Michael an you but to me self. LOOK at me when I speak to you girl.” Me voice in utter control, demanding obedience, the mistress dancing for a moment in the fore.

“For me judgment is nothing compared to the righteous wraith you shall feel at the gates of heaven before you are torn asunder from the dear lord an cast into the flaming pits of hell. Every day I face temptation, an everyday I learn to say no…even when as a mistress in me own room with me love all tied up…even then I will stop of the word is spoken no matter how much I wish to continue…how would you like to be gagged an bound. To have me show you what it’s like to have no free will… to endure daily what you made another endure. To learn the meaning of control as no one ever has. For a mistress must exhibit perfect control at all times, the stakes are too high to do otherwise. Do you wish to be treated as you have treated this dear oneI hold in me arms that still after all thatyou did to her had yur best interests at heart…for she holds yur heart in her hand an has never chosen to trample on it.

Sable dear girl, you need help, help I am not able to give except as advice. Come clean, repent, an pray that god will spare your very soul. Live each day in submission to your own desires an live them instead in the service of others. If you cannot control yur self in the bedroom…then do not enter it with another. Never ever….you are so right that you should not be her girlfriend…perhaps her friend, I know she desires that. But girlfriend, you broke the sacred code of all women, you hurt another in the worst possible way you could.

What do you have to say for yur self…is there anything at all that would help me understand how you cannot control yur lust?”

Sable shivered at the thought of having no free will as she whimpers and sobs softly and got down on her knees "please forgive me im begging you.. I I I... its just that I just can't help it I guess I know I could have just rub my self instead but I didn't want that at all I didn't care about how Michael felt about it and for that im sorry im really really sorry just please don't tie me up.."

she hate being tied down by anything that is her worst feat now she was scared of this woman so scared that she couldn't move nor run away

"I'll do anything to avoid that please!!"

Oh my…One held me close, the other cowered on the wet tiles In submission, begging that she not be tied up. I could taste the fear in the air. Every inch of me body seemed to surge to life, even the golden rings seemed to hum as they were pressed into her shoulders. The one lower…lower seemed to hum upon her hip as she pressed closer.

“Do you see the problem in yur very own words sable. The problem is that you think of yurself first, not the other. Love … real love is giving of oneself unconditionally. An when it comes to love an sex, it is the aibltiy to give yur partner pleasure, even if it means denying yur self that same pleasure. For if each party only gives to the other in a measure that they believe the other gives more than they do, well…you will have a great time in the bedroom an out of it. The relationship will be strong. But …if you found it on yur own selfish needs an desires than it shall never succeed. Love is giving, not taking. If you loved her you would not be on the floor right now asking that sum thing not happen. You would ask that it happen so you may give. “

The more she pleaded the more I wanted to simply tie her up an show her real control. To take her to tha edge o’er an O’er an not allow her that release till I decided she would.

“you sholda jus rubbed yur self. You’d not be in the mess you are now, an I would have respected you far more. When Michael said no to have pulled yurself away, of only to roll o’er an then brought yurself to orgasm would have saved you a great deal of heartache for when you truly love sum thing you never take…no…you give it freedom... perhaps Michael should be allowed to tie you up, in order that you have the freedom to be with her.”

Once more I smoothed the blond hair from her face, “Michael, you cannot yet trust her by normal means. If even after all that is said an done you still wish her in your bed I will not dissuade you, but I will teach you haw to secure sable so that she might never again hurt you. You may then simply leave if you cannot go further, an if nothing else use a few tools of the trade to give sable what she craves from a distance if necessary before you release her once more.

An you can have the hanaji’s old room…if you want you can have sable o’er when I am there…if you say no, then I can enforce it an will. I fear that sable will once again be unable to control herself. An if necessary I will give her what she so desperately needs, if only for your sake an me own peace of mind. It would do much to know you are safe from harm, please, I beg of you to move. It will also teach sable a very important lesson. As I said, she will be welcome on our rooms so long as I am there. I think it a just punishment till she learns control…an control…I can teach.“

It wuz the best I could do…baring the removal of sable from Michaels life…it wuz all I could do. An yet I feared for this small girl at the hands of the even smaller one an held her closer while I gave sable that look of death warmed o’er jus to make sure everyone understood. Now I jus needed their answers…

I wasn't sure what I should do. I had been given so many choices and heard so much anger sorrow and regret. I wanted to yell at them both as each word they spoke tore at my very essence. I wasn't sure if it was love I felt for these two but, whatever the emotion was it was powerful though the words 'i love you' uttered by Cassie were powerful; more powerful than I'd expected... they'd struck the hardest on my mind.

"I think... the room right across from sable's is empty... I'll see if I can get my dorm transfered to there I hid in there for a day or two once... it's small for maybe two students at the very most. Until I'm more sure of myself until I can understand better... Maybe get another roomie make a friend rather than someone I'd want to bed with."

I took a breath wondering if this was the right choice. I thought it was at the very least it felt like it would be better for me this way.

"I really do forgive you though Sable... It may have been the worst experience of my life but, it taught me something believe it or not... Without you doing that to me I might never have had the urge to try and get over my fear of germs."

It was one of the reasons I forgave her though it was far from the only one. Very far from it. I looked to cassie then Sable arms still around the red head's waist. still gripping for dear life.

"And... maybe tying her up... would help me forget."

I stammered a little trying to calm myself now.

"I'm sorry Sable I really feel bad about it but, I think I need to for my own piece of mind... And cassie thank you for offering your spare bed & hanaji's room but, I'm not sure I can yet you understand right?"

The fact she still held me. The fact she looked at me with those large eyes of hers had to be enough an would be. I had offered, she had come up with a counter offer. I would not be the pest an try an have me way an all. The compromise was a good one, it showed the Michael wuz thinkin’ an listening an one could ask for nothing more.

There wuz a cross roads right here, right now. I could see it clear as day. She as much as asked to be shared. An that wuz a hard thing to accept. To be shared with a rapist. What did that make me? But it couldn’t be about me. No…I wanted selfish things as well. An I had no right to ask her to change her ways. But …. Oh lord it wuz hard to allow sum one the freedom they needed. I reckon me big mistake with hanaji had been to hold her too tight. Could I learn now..could I?

“I understand Michael an I think it’s a good decision for all the right reasons. I would ask though if ever you want a tryst with Sable you let me be there. You don’t need to be used to get o’er germs. An to be perfectly honest, if you keep rubbing yur leg an hip between me legs like that I’m gonna be leaking all o’er you…happy for it do not get me wrong….but right now you ain’t thinkin of germs are yah. Showering with another might be the best way to get o’er it.

Still….I’d hate to think you were sleeping all round, like I said I’m a bit old fashioned ‘bout sum things. An if you’d like to get to know me better an in a more intimate way much like I would you, well….I have me own troubles as well Michael. Jus like I need to understand yurs, I ask yah understand mine an all. “

I sighed, sable groveling at our feet. This cute lil girl in me arms…no woman…a grown woman capable of making a few decisions for herself. The wild scent of her skin, making me dizzy. Sable had talked about rubbing herself. Well…I’d been at that point for a bit now…Lord give me strength.

“The offer still stands, an it is a room of yur own. But I do understand you have to think for yurself an I will honor that. I also said I’d treat you today…shower….your legs are still left to clean…massage, sable can come, proof I will let you make the decisions. An then if you’d like a nice nap…a few small steps…. “ Love wuz rough, the horrible sinking feeling along with the giddy elations that made me want to dance with abandon.

"I'd like that... If sable wants to come she can too would like that."

Though as I spoke I continued to hold my hips and legs tight where they had been offering a gentle quiver against her; mostly by ccident as I continued to calm down. In the water I didn't care about germs, as far as I remembered the soap would cleanse all the germs.

"And thank you for not hurting sable for me... I don't know if I'd have been able to forgive you if you had..."

I offered another confused sigh looking to Cassie but posing the question to them both.

"Is this emotion always this confusing?"

I let me hands move across her back were sable had been swirling the soap. Her whole body told me she wanted more, wanted to learn what had been forced upon her. Her leg still between mine. Still, I had to go slow…not rush ahead blind an hit the corner. So a let me hands wander, slowly working one low while the other stayed higher. As she wuz under 5 foot her poor fae ended smashed tween me breasts. It might be time to change that….I wanted her lips closer to mine. Call me selfish but I’d have a crick in me neck if I kissed me much like this.

“You’re a wonderful girl Michael, don’t ever let anyone tell yah different. You deserve the best…but you also deserve the chance to discover what life offers an make yur own choices. God lets me do it, why should I be any less giving than that…I do ….oh so want this to go further. Believe me you are a cutie.

I gulped, she had to be all of 90 pounds soaking wet. Sum thing I could handle…the question wuz should I let it happen…or tell her…no…I should tell her what I had in mind, but…but I since it wuzn’t going nearly as far as her hip wuz it had to be ok…so I jus lowered me self, legs straining a bit but no worse for were. Me head at her level, me legs wide about her leg know, me middle sliding down its smooth surface.

I kissed her, letting me tongue part her velvety smooth lips an worm its way inwards, me hands going lower, finding the back of her knees an lifting, on quick motion that broke the lock of her hands on me back an pulled her up me body so her knees were at me waist. I broke the kiss only long enough to say,

“Wrap yur legs around me, ankles in me back…arms around me neck….unless you want to explore with one hand…then do so, but….I’d like to be able to kiss yah for a bit an I like seeing yah at eye level.” I winked, the grin on me face full an wide. A happy grin. More than that it put all the best parts of her in reach, an gave me an excuse to cup the firm round bum of hers an hold her close, chest to chest….legs around me. Let her enjoy the sensations of holding sum one close while she kissed….

While we kissed, once more me lips sought hers, once more into the breach.

I hesitated just a little before doing as I'd been asked legs wrapped around her middle hands resting on her shoulders as we continued to enjoy each other's lips. I did feel guilty sable right there and all I shook my head side to side just a little though didn't break the kiss. I was enjoying it far to much; even if I'd have to use a bit of mouthwash later just to clear my mind of the germs that may be invading my mouth.

I had no urge to wander no urge to explore much more than I was just being on her and so close to her I did feel a bit bashful in such a position but, I was still glad to have someone close to me.

I could feel the hesitation in her mouth, but only for a moment. Her tongue danced with mine, learning, exploring. Finding the softness and slowly building. A lil urgency as I kissed her, a lil more passion an need an desire floated with it as I strode to the wall an pressed her naked back ‘gainst the cool tiles of the shower. Sable forgotten in her lips. It had been a long time since I had kissed like this a long time as me lips moved from hers an slowly trailed across her jaw an then down her neck.

Her body pressed tighter against mine as the I pinned her tween it an me. More weight came off me legs me fingers smoothing the soap foam form ever other part of our bodies onto those trim toned legs. I could feel the muscles as they bunched to pin her around me waiste…could feel her so close to me, her breath a whistle just beside me ear.

No, the position was not going to do as much for me as her, but I would live, would enjoy her pleasures as much as me own…well almost as much. Her legs soon became slick an wet. The heat building in me body.

I could feel me hands close upon her firm round bum..an gentle squeeze and then we were away from the dangerous area. Later…later I promised me self moving me hands to help hold her legs up by grasping her thighs.

“ummmmm you taste wonderful…..I could lick yur entire body clean….not to worry, I sued the mouthwash right fore stepping in…can you tell the minty freshness….” Maybe I wuz learning as well.

Sable would slowly rise up and nod "um yeah I could help still I'll show you I have full control over my lust!" she says while moving behind Micheal's back and would rub her back softly she was trying to keep her lust at bey and just focus on helping Micheal get clean until her hand slowly creep along side Cassie's thigh as her other hand would move to Micheal's crotch and would just tickle her clit little while her other hand would just rub Cassie's clit as she grins alittle

I thought….ok, its gonna be ok…sable slipped up next to Michael an rubbed her back till I put it on the wall. After all I ain’t no Amazon woman from mars as tall as I may be for these two. Me legs can only take so much of the added wieght. So far so good, her hands were being good as I left Michaels mouth and headed down her neck, Sable slipping from me view.

Me eyes were closed when I felt sum thing tickle me bum and then slide thorugh me legs to touch me….touch me as Michael’s arms were round me neck. A voice…bellowed in a new scream…mine…

“SABLE….get yur stinking lil fingers from there.” The jump of me body had almost landed Michael in me in a tumble of limbs as I regained me footing on the slick an wet floor. Me leg throbbed as the muscles strained with the effort.

Ohhhh….I’d been so stupid. So very stupid to have trusted the blue haired minx. I suppose our fun wuz too much for her, still I hadn’t given me permission for her to touch me privates. I mean it had been done with our the slightest foreplay.

“Michael I gotta put yah down, me leg hurts an I’m gonna throttle that lil blue haired she demon….are you ok?... did she do anything she shouldn’t of to you.?” I wuz busy trying to untangle her legs an arms for me so I could catch the lil flea bitten rat. I’d told her not to trust this one….an hadn’t taken me own advice. I don’t think I wuz half as made at sable as I wuz at me self.

“SABLE! Did I say you could do that…did you ask if you could do that? Of all the rotten flea ridden vermin out there I had to trust yah to keep yur cool. Stupid is an stupid does...OHHHHHAAAAARRGGHHHH”

Did that gal ever get me dander up…jus skipping outta reach with a big ole grin on her mouth as she stuck her finger in her mouth an licked it provocatively….damn…..

I was fine whem I felt my back touch the wall but, wasn't so fine when I felt a rogue hand touch me somewhere that sent shivers up & down my spine. This was a touch that made me screech in surprise. I wanted to hard to slap Sable right now... My will be done the water collected in the air a little and slapped the blue haired girl across her face.

"What the hell Sable?!?! Didn't we just talk about this ten seconds a-fucking-go!!!"

I was quick to listen to Cassielegs unwarapping from her waist I hoped I wasn't overdoing things but, I did a quick flip over her shoulders and head hands resting on her shoulders for just a moment before I had landed on the floor.

"Sable! If you weren't for some reason I just don't get, important to me I'd rip that pretty blue hair off your head and tie you to the shower for that!"

I was really pissed right now.

"room 506 is empty... I might have to move there instead now!"

The mood wuz gone, jus like that. Shattered like a fine crystal vase never to be recovered. The shards that littered the path we walked still capable of cutting once feet is your weren;t too careful. An right hten careful wuz not what I wuz feeling. NO, I wuz too cotton picking mad at the moment to be reasonable. But Sable wuz faster than me…an Michael. Me leg hurt. Each step send a cascade of sparks up me spine that made me wince. I stopped. The pain in part…the fact that Michael might have seen the light now. I really wished at that moment it hadn’t gone down like this, that I had been wrong ‘bout sable. But that’s not what happened.

“wwwww” the breath came outta me, me fists no longer clenched in anger…breathing like our sensai had taught us…focus…control…me hands becoming the blades. I pushed the pain down. As I ‘gan to set me self…..control….control. Sable would never amount to anything but a two bit hoodlum. She had none, that is control, an it showed.

“Michael, the offer still stands regardless…admin might not give you an empty room, but they will give you Hanja’s room, as the suite is occupied by me. We do it jus like hanaji did to get me in the other room. But…it is yur decision, perhaps you should see what I’m offering first.”

I don’t know If she heard me. For right now I wuz no longer thinking that Michael needed me help, not the way she had moved no. Sable might need it, an I didn’t need Michael going to jail over killing this flea bag.

“Michael listen to me…don’t hurt her…don’t yah go to jail over this, jus turn her in to admin…tell them what she did to you. I’ll cover yur back, come to yur corner, or any other silly metaphor yah think might work……but I’ll do it.”
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Damn the leg hurt…now more than ever since I wuz no longer focused on fighting…an I felt dirty again…jus down the middle of me. The snarl curled me lip. I had to do one of them breathing exercise ‘gain….

I looked to Cassie now taking a soothing breath before nodding my head. I suppose it was better if I wasn't alone; with a girl I could trust rather than alone or with sable.

"I'll take that offer... and I'm sure it's not worth going to prison over. there are plenty of other better reasons than her... I might have feelings for you but, without trust and without you being able to keep your mind out of other girl's panties for more than ten seconds It might as well not even exist!"

I had been enjoying myself until Sable had touched me eyes looked to Cassie once more.

"I have five people who'd go to my corner now... but, I can't do that to Sable... I'd much rather teach her control your way Cassie"