"I uhm well uh... monsters?! You mean sex monsters?!"
she pulled a la blue girl manga from her bag and turned to a page at random pointing to one of the various creatures.
"Like these?! You're joking right they can possibly exist; I mean a few of them break the laws of physics!"

she was panicking slightly she pulled her inhaler from her pocket and pumped a bit of the medicine into her lungs taking a calming breath afterwards.

"Why would they let them do that there aren't even any heavily armed guards! They could at least let us carry weapons around campus if they know these things wander the island!"

An old steak knife flashed out of the cloak and stopped milimeters from the pages. "Real. Terribly real. They treat us like cattle. Or toys," she said. The edge of the weapon trembled slightly in her grasp as she fought plunging it into the manga. Her eyes glanced to Michael and then back to Rose before the blade slid back into her cloak. "I'll stay. If anything comes, I'll handle it. You two can get away, then, and maybe you can sleep," she said, nodding to the shortest of the trio. She scratched at the back of her head furiously for a moment, then pulled out a third bar and began munching at it.

She blinked slightly looking at the manga Rose pulled from her bag shaking her head.

"Alright... uhm going to ask when you got into things like that later rose... but as for you staying in here... Thanks Sayuri that would be great... should I set up a bed for you or something? or would you like a bath maybe?"

she offered out of a kind heart no motives behind her words whatsoever, she never thought in the gutter of mentality, at least when she could avoid it.

"Right well hmmm suppose I can stay as well, not like I know where my dorm is at the moment, I can always find it some other time."

I simply replied glancing to the floor after a soft nod to Michael; she was obviously confused at why I owned various erotic manga... Never did tell her I found to stories interesting and didn't mind the sexual interaction or rape; in fact I thought it made for good character development.

Sayuri shook her head to both of Michael's offers. "I won't be sleeping, and I already bathed this week." She chewed quickly through the rest of her food, then shoved her head in the air to glance and sniff around instinctively. Apparently satisfied with that survey, she settled back into her cloak.
"It saddens me that she may have turned you forever away from the touch of another woman," Sayuri said forlornly. "It's the only kind touch available here."

"I never quite thought about the touch of anyone; I'm a bit of a germaphobe... Fear of germs kind of puts me off of a lot of things but, it's not qall encompassing but, have to say that really had crossed a line of comfort by a few miles, I mean even a stolen kiss might have been a few feet over the line."

she replied shaking her head violently.

"But I guess being raped by a roommate is better than being raped by those monsters you mentioned."

Silence was all I could come up with as I looked at how it had effected my usual confident friend to have been attacked in such a manner; It hurt and I didn't know what to say to her how to console her I'd never thought I'd have to. We lived so famously until this point. I wished our third was here she was always good at the emotional things comforting people when they needed it. that and breaking drywall and bricks with her bare fists... that was always helpful.

I held my hand on her shoulder silently looking to Sayuri then michael putting the manga away now looking about the floor cautiously before finally opening my mouth to speak.

"Hmm... is that really the only sort of kind touch around here... I mean uhm... you know."

Sayuri slid forward on the floor and reached a hand out to rest it lightly on the small girl's knee, careful to touch fabric and not skin. Her voice was steady, as if she'd talked dozens of others through similar experiences.
"It's still an unforgiveable thing," she said. "You need to know that it's not your fault, and I'm sure it will be okay if we relocate you or her if you want." Her eyes turned smoothly to the other student's. "The only kind touches come from women, and not all women give kind touches. You're probably right to forego others, though I doubt me you'll still be reading that filth in a month."

"Don't think I want to be relocated and uhm; Well we'll see if her sister doesn't take care of her... hopefully she'll end up asking and easing into things if I ever do decide to say yes or get over my little mental condition."
Michael looked to Bentley then Sayuri and the hand on her skirt; she smiled vague and nodded it was quite nice to have someone comforting her.

"I only read them for the storyline... some of them are really well written and only use sex and rape as a piece for character development. It's a surprisingly emotional change for characters and I really like how it makes them grow not that the act of rape isn't completely deplorable."

my tone was very matter-of-fact but, that's just who I am if my tone wasn't like that there was probably some problem with me somewhere in my head and I hadn't been lying, I was a virgin in every possible way, Unlike most girls I had no interest in physical pleasure, never once had I indulged myself with my hand or a toy or male or other woman for that matter. I was happier with mental stimulation.

Sayuri cocked an eyebrow and pulled a disgusted look briefly over her face at Rose's explanation, then wiped it clean. Her hand slid off Michael's knee onto the bed and pressed hard at the mattress to bring her up and around to sit on the short girl's other side. The motion slid the cloak off of her right shoulder to further expose her wiry body beneath.
"Would you like to get over it?" she asked, curious and concerned.

"Get over it... yeah that would be nice, not very easy though; I barely can let people drape their rms around me without it bugging me."

she spoke simply with little coment eyes closed not noticing Sayuri's movements. there was little to speak of her body didn't move nor did her eyes open she was depressed ertainly and it was furthered by the realization that she'd been raped twice in various disturbing ways by two different creatres yet somehow her hymin wasn't stretched torn or even remotely harmed.

"It's not like I find it arousing or entertaining, i find that it stimulates my mind creatively I don't own many rape manga anyway most of them are romantic love which I much perfer."

It was honest and I did feel a little bad about owning them, especially now given what I had heard happened in this god forsaken place. I was begining to regret coming here; I would have honestly regret it if my dear freind hadn't needed me now more than ever. I took the side Sayuri had originally been sitting on and placed my hand back on her shoulder gently patting as I usually did.

"Might I ask how you'd assist her in getting over it if you were to try Sayuri?"

The older woman smiled warmly across at Michael and simultaneously answered Rose's question. "Would it be easier if the other person was someone you knew you could trust? Say, a good friend you've known most of your life?" Her eyes slid over to the green-haired girl's. "Presuming, of course, that you both would be interested in such a thing. Then, once you're comfortable with her, if you're up for it, you could borrow someone a little less familiar and a little less clean to show you that germs aren't going to harm you." The corner of her mouth twitched just barely into a playful grin as she looked, still curious, between the other two women.

"Wait uhm are you asking me if..."
she paused a bit red of face as she looked between rose & Sayuri not sure what to say next she scratched the back of her head and shifted a little.
"Me and my best friend would do that together... I mean as far as I know neither of us know anything about it We're both well uhm and I've never looked at her like that she's nice and all but... I guess facing your fears is the only way... and i guess it would be easier with someone I knwo is as cleanly as I am..."
She was stuttering but, didn't seem to have too much a problem with it.